Note left next to Lisa in Chelsea's room
went to go work on my pasty-ass
skin on the sun deck
come get me if the world ends
chels
May 2009
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May. 3rd, 2009
went to go work on my pasty-ass
skin on the sun deck
come get me if the world ends
chels
Apr. 18th, 2009
(private to Sean)
Hey, Captain America!
I owe you big time for the other night. Wanna meet up for dinner or something? I promise you won't have to feed me this time. Unless that turns you on or whatever. :)
Give Molly a big hug for me. Hope she's doing okay.
Chels
I owe you big time for the other night. Wanna meet up for dinner or something? I promise you won't have to feed me this time. Unless that turns you on or whatever. :)
Give Molly a big hug for me. Hope she's doing okay.
Chels
Mar. 3rd, 2009
Private Handwritten entry in Chelsea's journal
FUCK!
Mar. 1st, 2009
Private entry in Chelsea's Handwritten Journal
what to say, what to say, this has been an amazing couple of days. got into a fight, kind of at the 20s party. i'm just not good with late nights! hopefully tonight will be better! anyway, these people were getting into a shouting match. i just wanted to get through, but they ended up wrestling around and damn near knocking me over! god, i wanted to just rip his nuts off right there, but sean intervened. he's a pretty nice guy, although i think i made him a little tense when i ran into him again at the pool this morning. his neice is really sweet, too, i met her and her friend lisa after the fight. molly is a wonderful person, but like me, she's a little damaged, although for her its her brain. poor kid. i'm so glad it was my legs that went and not my brain. hell, i'd rather both my arms and legs like christopher reeves or someone than that.
anyways! i danced some with molly and lisa- i can't believe i hadn't done it since the accident! god it was fun, spinning around the floor. and when ella got there, it was even better!
went back to the gym today, but didn't go nearly as well as last time. some stuck up prissy bitch was there on the treadmill, and we were having a nice conversation until she said that i was too small and too pretty to be a mechanic, and insinuated that her elementary education degree was a much more acceptible career for someone like me. god, if i hadn't heard that like a thousand times- the other drivers, the other guys in the auto shop class- all treating me like some delicate flower who should be in home ex or something stupid like that. that's not me. of course, i didn't win any points with her by calling her out on her fat ass. it's not really fat, but i wanted to hurt her. i feel a little bad about it now, though, but i don't feel like apologizing anytime soon.
god, i can't wait for tonight though! ella's gonna meet me at the concert- she's been locked up in her room all day writing music. she's amazingly talented, and i wouldn't wanna interupt anything she's got going on creatively. it'd be like someone bugging me when i'm putting in an engine or something.
( NSFW behind cut )
i better get going. i've got a spa appointment, then i need to get ready. this is going to be an awesome night. nothing's gonna ruin tonight like the last two nights, just wait!
anyways! i danced some with molly and lisa- i can't believe i hadn't done it since the accident! god it was fun, spinning around the floor. and when ella got there, it was even better!
went back to the gym today, but didn't go nearly as well as last time. some stuck up prissy bitch was there on the treadmill, and we were having a nice conversation until she said that i was too small and too pretty to be a mechanic, and insinuated that her elementary education degree was a much more acceptible career for someone like me. god, if i hadn't heard that like a thousand times- the other drivers, the other guys in the auto shop class- all treating me like some delicate flower who should be in home ex or something stupid like that. that's not me. of course, i didn't win any points with her by calling her out on her fat ass. it's not really fat, but i wanted to hurt her. i feel a little bad about it now, though, but i don't feel like apologizing anytime soon.
god, i can't wait for tonight though! ella's gonna meet me at the concert- she's been locked up in her room all day writing music. she's amazingly talented, and i wouldn't wanna interupt anything she's got going on creatively. it'd be like someone bugging me when i'm putting in an engine or something.
( NSFW behind cut )
i better get going. i've got a spa appointment, then i need to get ready. this is going to be an awesome night. nothing's gonna ruin tonight like the last two nights, just wait!
Feb. 27th, 2009
[Private Message to Ella]
Hey sweetie! Look at me! I figured out the whole computer thing!
Where ya hidin'? Missing you.
Chels
Where ya hidin'? Missing you.
Chels
Feb. 10th, 2009
Private entry in Chelsea's journal
wow. just wow. i don't even know where to begin.
ella came by last night after i wrote that entry. she just wanted to check on me after hearing about the elevator thing. we talked for a while and then... i can't describe it. it was just amazing. we connect on so many levels. i never even considered women as an option before, but god damn if it wasn't wonderful! she just... she just gets me. and doesn't care about the whole walking thing or my ugly-ass legs or anything, she's just that fabulous. she spent the night! i spent the night with someone! we didn't have sex or anything, cause we don't want to rush anything, but it was wonderful to have someone to just snuggle with and be close to, waking up next to someone was just beautiful to me.
this morning we went back to her room where she sang the most beautiful song, and she wrote it! i get so jealous sometimes of people like that, i wish i could sing or write or do creative stuff. i mean, i fix things but sometimes i wish i could do things like that too. and she had an amazing voice, even if she doesn't think she does. she can sing me to sleep anytime.
i don't know where this is going to go- is it going to be a shipboard fling? i really hope not, i don't know if i want to say love or not but right now, she's exactly what i need after you know who. it feels right, i don't care what people would say, how i've been raised anything like that. i want her. that sounds cheesy as hell but i want her.
twenties party tonight. i think i've got a pretty awesome outfit. hopefully i'll actually get to show it off this time!
ella came by last night after i wrote that entry. she just wanted to check on me after hearing about the elevator thing. we talked for a while and then... i can't describe it. it was just amazing. we connect on so many levels. i never even considered women as an option before, but god damn if it wasn't wonderful! she just... she just gets me. and doesn't care about the whole walking thing or my ugly-ass legs or anything, she's just that fabulous. she spent the night! i spent the night with someone! we didn't have sex or anything, cause we don't want to rush anything, but it was wonderful to have someone to just snuggle with and be close to, waking up next to someone was just beautiful to me.
this morning we went back to her room where she sang the most beautiful song, and she wrote it! i get so jealous sometimes of people like that, i wish i could sing or write or do creative stuff. i mean, i fix things but sometimes i wish i could do things like that too. and she had an amazing voice, even if she doesn't think she does. she can sing me to sleep anytime.
i don't know where this is going to go- is it going to be a shipboard fling? i really hope not, i don't know if i want to say love or not but right now, she's exactly what i need after you know who. it feels right, i don't care what people would say, how i've been raised anything like that. i want her. that sounds cheesy as hell but i want her.
twenties party tonight. i think i've got a pretty awesome outfit. hopefully i'll actually get to show it off this time!
Jan. 30th, 2009
Private entry in Chelsea's journal
writing this using my cell phone as a flashlight cause there's no power. hope it comes back before I have to charge. weird day. started out good- met a fabulous girl in the gym. we really connected, i felt it anyways. almost call it love at first sight, if i was gay, but i'm not so i don't know what to call it. great dinner, then got stuck in an elevator for a while cause like i said the power went out. since i can't handle the stairs, i just had them take me back here so i could pout.
dammit i looked cute too! i had my little gwen stephani thing going, which was awesome. but guess it wasn't meant to be, cause i can't go anywhere with no power to the elevators. well, i can stay on my floor, but right now i'd just as well stay here. it was fucking embarrassing being carried up to my floor! i try not to get down on myself too much, but yeah, not the kind of reminder i wanted on this trip.
oh well, they gave those of us who were stuck in the elevator free coupons for the spa and stuff, so i guess it works out. i'm gonna listen to my ipod for a while and try to sleep. and hope for better tomorrow.
dammit i looked cute too! i had my little gwen stephani thing going, which was awesome. but guess it wasn't meant to be, cause i can't go anywhere with no power to the elevators. well, i can stay on my floor, but right now i'd just as well stay here. it was fucking embarrassing being carried up to my floor! i try not to get down on myself too much, but yeah, not the kind of reminder i wanted on this trip.
oh well, they gave those of us who were stuck in the elevator free coupons for the spa and stuff, so i guess it works out. i'm gonna listen to my ipod for a while and try to sleep. and hope for better tomorrow.